WHERE CAN I START.........HYPOCRITES I WAS ASKED ONCE WHAT DID I THINK OF THEM.....AND I ANSWERED THAT EVERYONE IS A HYPOCRITE....I WAS PROVEN RIGHT IN A WAY THAT.......I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN IT.....I KNOW THAT I MESS UP ALOT AND I KNOW LIKE MOST I AM A HYPOCRITE BUT WHEN IT COMES TO FAMILY I TRY TO BE AS REAL AS POSSIBLE ESPECIALLY IF WE ARE CLOSE.....WELL I WAS HURT BY SOMEONE THAT IS VERY CLOSE TO ME SHE WAS OR IS LIKE A SISTER TO ME SHE WAS OR IS MY BEST FRIEND MY SISTER AND MY LOVE...I DON'T KNOW IF THE FEELING IS MUTUAL OR WAS BUT I KNOW NOW THAT I REALLY CAN'T TRUST ANYONE.......I DON'T THINK SHE EVEN CARES.... SOMEONE ONCE TOLD ME THAT WHEN IT COMES TO CERTAIN THINGS PEOPLE THINK OF THEMSELVES BUT I DIDN'T THINK SHE WAS LIKE THAT THAT BRINGS BACK THE HYPOCRITICAL FACTORS......  NEXT TIME I WOULD KNOW BETTER I WILL FOLLOW MY HEART AND DO WHATS BEST FOR AYANA.....AND ANIYAH....AFTER WHAT SHE DID SHE SORT OF CONFRONTED ME ABOUT MY ANGER TOWARDS HER AND CAME UP WITH THIS LIE ABOUT HOW I HANDLE MONEY.....BUT YOU CAN ASK ANYONE AND THEY WOULD TELL YOU HOW I CHANGED IN THE FEW MONTHS I'VE BEEN DOWN AND I TRY TO SAVE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.  IF EVERYONE COULD SEE THAT WHY COULDN'T SHE.....KNOWING HER SHE WOULD SAY I DON'T PAY ATTENTION TO PEOPLE BUT YOU OBVIOUSLY PAID ATTENTION TO ME IN THE PAST TO KNOW HOW I WAS NOT SAVING ..........BUT LIFE IS ONE BIG LESSON YOU LIVE AND YOU LEARN..........THANKS FOR SHOWING ME HOW YOU REALLY ARE....I TRIED TO LET IT GO BUT IT WAS ON MY MIND FOR SO LONG AND I AM SO HURT THAT I CAN'T LET IT GO MY HEART IS BROKEN...AND I DON'T KNOW IF THIS IS WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE HURT BY SOME ONE YOU HAVE BEEN CLOSE TO HALF YOUR LIFE........YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND I HAVE NOBODY NOW.......BUT LIFE GOES ON.............